samnamychaos

And there was snow...

2012-01-24T07:51:00.000-08:00

The snow finally showed up. Sort of. It is wet and fluffy like snow. But more of it would be awesome. Driving home on the freeway last night was a bit of an adventure. I have always liked adventure, though. There isn't much here in the valley so hopefully the mountains got pounded. Now I just need to find a way to go skiing. *cough*cough* I mean, soul searching. Er. Let me explain. When I am on the side of a mountain, surrounded in the beauty of this world. The majesty of God... I feel closer to him. It is absolutely breathtaking. There is so much beauty IN this world. When we choose to see it. As I fly down the side of a mountain, with the wind whipping my ponytail out behind me...I feel free. Often I laugh to the sky with no one to hear it but God. He hears my joy. He feels my heart pound as I soar through the hills and valleys of white. I tip my face to the blue sky and thank him. Sometimes with tears streaming down my face. He sees my gratitude. He sees me. He loves me. And I see and love him back. Hope your world is full of beauty. Hope you choose to see it and be grateful. Hope. It springs eternal you know.

Ode to Tonsils

2011-12-27T19:54:00.000-08:00

Tonsils.
I don't miss you.
The End.

PS. Can my throat feel better now?
PSS. Ellie is getting hers out tomorrow.
PSSS. Tonsils suck.
Just sayin.

Catching On...

2011-12-08T08:47:00.000-08:00

I have to admit, having my tonsils out has been a pain. Literally. There is so much that needs to be done, and here I sit. In pain. Reading and writing because doing dishes right now just hurts too much. I am so grateful to Sam. He has been the best care taker, ever. ( He is rather bossy, though) He is paitent and kind with me. Makes sure I take my meds and tries to help keep me comfortable. I have noticed that the pain is strongest in the dark of night. It hurts to breathe. It hurts to swallow. As I listen to the sound of Sam sleeping beside me, instead of focusing on the pain, I focus on my blessings. When I am hurting so much there are tears in my eyes, I pray. How great is that!! I have a line of direct communication with the Lord. Prayer. It is a powerful thing. Also a healing thing. To bear the burdens of a weary soul, not to mention getting it out of your mind. I prayed a lot in the stillness last night. For my family. For my sweetheart. For our life. For courage to overcome this. For strength to not complain. For so much. Then came the sweet relief. My heart was full as I drifted off to sleep. God is good. In every way. He is mindful of us. He really is. He does hear and answer prayers. For that I am beyond grateful. So, I will try to live my life walking in the paths of the Lord. That He may always hear me. Love me. That I may know He is there. Right beside me.

After all these years, I think that I may be catching on.

Focus on your blessings. Not the pain. Not the sorrow. Those things are swept aside in the light of gratitude. They are but a shadow in the healing light of the Savior.

Beautiful Christmas and starvation...

2011-12-06T12:04:00.000-08:00

I was lucky enough to have a dear friend come help me decorate this year!

Britten, it's beautiful.

Enjoy the handful of pictures!

I am getting better...I think.

Just waiting for this tonsil thing to pass me by.

So I can go eat some french fries.

Seriously.

I would never recommend the starvation diet by tonsillectomy to anyone.

The Christmas Devotional this year was awesome.

President Uchtdorf lit curtains on fire as a child.

And you thought you were hopeless...

It was a poingant reminder of what Christmas is really about.

Christ.

And the Gifts He has freely given to us.

Enjoy!

On and On and On...

2011-11-30T20:47:00.000-08:00

See the theme here?

Quick updates...

We went to Louisiana for Thanksgiving. It was awesome!!
I got hired at Sundance to be a ski instructor. Whoo-Hoo!!
My tonsils are officially gone, as of today.

Sam is taking good care of me. I love that man!

Apples, Pumpkins and Kids OH MY!

2011-10-17T20:49:00.000-07:00

Crisp autumn days are here at last! A respite from the heat of summer. Chilly fall nights are so great, when curled up with a book and cup of apple cider!! Fall has always been my very favorite time of year. Especially here in UT where the four seasons are so evident. The mountains are a glorious riot of color. It almost looks like they are on fire! Brilliant Reds, vivid oranges and yellow so bright it almost hurts. Fall is also a time of reflection for me. The beauty of watching nature get ready for it's long winter's nap, makes me, melancholoy. I get homesick for the south and my family there. Soon the trees will be bare and snow will blanket the ground. And in my mind I see green, green trees lining skinny little winding roads through the hills. Dirt that is so red, you can never get it out of the knees of your jeans. And lakes and rivers that actually look like lakes and rivers. Not ponds and streams. That is home in my head. People talk slower and open doors for you. They actually drive the speed limit too. It is a place of laid back, rest your cares and let's talk over a big cold glass of tea kind of place. There are times I really miss it. Yet, in my heart I know that Utah is home. With skies so blue it doesn't seem real. Mountains so majestic it makes your heart ache. And sunsets so beautiful...it makes you cry. Just to be a part of this beautiful world...

Yes, in my heart, I am home. Crisp apples in hand, watching the sun sink into the mountains...and one by one little pinpoints of light brighten the darkness. The milky way curving it's way across the night sky. There is a chill in the air that soon will be downright cold. Snuggled with my kiddos under a blanket in our jammies reading, laughing and just hanging out together. Life is so good. So, good. At home. It is said that home is where the heart is. This place stole into my heart and became home to me.

I know! I know...

2011-10-04T12:02:00.000-07:00

It has been far too long. I know! It is busy here!! Come over and see. Really!

We celebrated Sam's birthday. Yes. Yes, we did. It was awesome. With cake, a helmet and everything. Helmet you ask? Yup. We got him a ski helmet for his adventures in the snow. It is for jumping off cliffs and stuff. On skis. Yes, he is crazy.

In other news... the transmission fell out of our truck. So guess what is strung across the garage. That is right. Transmission stuff. Sam is trying to rebuild it himself. He can do it. I am not worried! It is so great that he has the skill, knowledge and ability to do these things! I love that man!

Also, we took family pictures this past week. It is unreal how much the kids have grown this past year. Crazy. Hopefully I can get them posted for you to enjoy as well!

Fall is totally here. Cool nights. Warm, Sunny days. Ah. My favorite time of year. Makes me want to bake. Pumpkin bread, chocolate chip cookies, apple cider. Mmmmmm, delicious!!! We have already made some caramel to dip the fresh apples in. We picked peaches Sunday and I hope to make a pie today! Fall harvest, pretty much rocks. =)

Looking to our Flag

2011-09-09T09:59:00.000-07:00

The American Flag has always stirred something inside me. Even as a child, I can remember staring at the flag against a bright blue sky and feeling...well, patriotic. Grandfathers on both sides of my family have served and fought in wars. As 9/11 approaches I have really been pondering what good I have done for my country. Although, I am not a soldier, do not carry a gun, or risk my life to defend, honor and uphold God and country... I am making a difference. One child at a time. One life at a time. It is my hope that my gratitude bleeds over into all those I come in contact with. With all the war, sadness and depression in this world there is much to be thankful for. That is where Light comes in. In opposition to war is peace. Joy in your heart. Gratitude to a soldier. It is so hard for me not to hug a soldier in uniform! When I see them in the store I get a lump in my throat. My desire is so strong to do MORE. Then I remember that the hand that rocks the cradle, rules the world. Mothers, do not doubt your ability to raise good people. The world needs them in every capacity. Soldiers, teachers, workers, builders, preachers, people who inspire and uplift this weary world. And everyone of them has a Mother. Be kind to your children. Be loving to your spouse. Share a smile with a stranger. We can make a difference. By spreading light. I encourage you to read, study and pray how you can bless the lives of those around you. I still pray for those whose lives changed on 9/11. All of us were changed, but some lost everything. I think about them nearly every day. So many lives lost. Our soldiers continue to give their lives... let us give them hope. Be the change YOU wish to see in the world. It all starts with you. As for me.... well. My colors are flying high and free thanks to those who DO defend our freedom. May God bless them all. Wherever they may be. Thank you. Freedom is never free.

If you find the chance, look up Operation Bandanas. It is a non-profit organization that sends bandanas to the soldiers deployed all over the world with Psalm 91 on them. Soldiers wear these beneath their helmets, and many simply fold them and keep them in the pocket over their heart. It is a poignant reminder that God is watching over us all. If you are able to make a contribution it is greatly appreciated.

Psalm 91

1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

2 I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.

3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, andfrom the noisome pestilence.

4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.

5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;

6 Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for thedestruction that wasteth at noonday.

7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.

8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.

9 Because thou hast made the Lord, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;

10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.

11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.

12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.

13 Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.

14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.

15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.

16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.

Really? Warning, RANT ahead...

2011-09-07T09:31:00.000-07:00

When kids are throwing up they should stay home. Our cousins showed up for camping sick. Knew they were sick and came anyway. Seriously? Who drives FOUR hours with 5 kids who are sick? Just to turn around the NEXT day because ALL OF THEM ARE PUKING! GRRRRRRR. Guess who is sick now? My kids. All of them. Sam is still hunting in the mountains 4 hours away. I have a love/hate relationship with cousins, camping and hunting. And I really, really, REALLY hate it when people are so inconsiderate. Well, I am off for a date with my bleach bottle.

Tip...
When you are sick. Stay home.
We don't want it.
Really.
Thanks.

The first two weeks and camping...

2011-09-01T19:34:00.000-07:00

We are settling into a routine, if that is what you call it... I prefer craziness!! School schedules are finally settled and everyone seems to be happy with what they are doing. Riley is in football and had his first game of the season last night. It is such a struggle to get him to practice and games, but, I know it is worth it. He really, really loves it. He has more heart on that football field than I could have ever imagined a 13 year old could have... He will be 14 in a week. Is taller than me, and soon will outweigh me too. The changes he has gone through this past summer have been obvious. He is maturing...( well as much as any boy can at this age) and being more responsible. It is wonderful to watch him suffer growing pains as he grows into himself. Katie is loving orchestra and drama. Katie, drama? Same sentence, yes. My little shy girl LOVES drama. Who knew? She is rocking out on her cello...which sounds much less squeaky than a violin. Listening to a child learn the violin is like scratching your fingernails down a chalkboard. Listening to a child learn the cello...is kind of like a bad cookie. And we all know that bad cookies don't exists. She has grown so much. She is turning into a beautiful young woman. If I could only get her to see that... She is taller than me too. *sigh* The scary part is she is all legs. ALL LEGS. She has the longest legs I have ever seen. ( Well besides Sam's...) She really is growing up. She of course still spends a lot of time reading and writing. Now if she would only let us read what she writes. That leads us to Ellie. Our personal sunshine has been kinda pouty. Hopefully it is just a stage and she will get over herself. She was super excited to test into gifted math...surprise!, Not. Math is still her favorite subject with science a very close second. She made a salt dough map of Utah this week. And painted it too. Along with her clothes and face and arms and...you get the picture. Most of herself along with it. It's awesome. We are trying to find her a piano teacher. She is ready to get back to a creative outlet. She has been playing alot on her own and finally came and asked to have lessons.

As I type this, Sam has them all packed up with horses, bells and whistles to go camping in Boulder. Labor day weekend is always a fun time for them. They ride the horses, camp, eat junk and hang out. Sam gets to hang out on the side of a mountain and try to shoot things. *sigh* And clear his mind. This is a time of reflection for him. Fall always is, for both of us. I am trying to see the good in everything. There is a lot going on right now and we are simply trusting the Lord's plan for us. Sam shattered his elbow about 3 weeks ago, his grandmother died, and I am having some health issues too. We will get through and be better for it. All I know, is, I love that man. LOVE! He is everything I wish I could be. He makes me a better person simply by allowing me to be in his life. So together we keep holding onto each other and to the Lord. When the storm clouds clear away...a perfect rainbow will be on the other side. Can't wait to see you there!!!

A new school year

2011-08-16T21:00:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is a big day! The first day of school for the 2011-2012 school year. The kids are fluctuating between excitement and disappointment. It is tough for us to get up early and get out the door. We are all night owls by nature... Yet, the lure of books, friends and lockers seem to make it more promising! Riley and Katie will both be in Jr. High this year. Which means more extracurricular activities and money and time. Riley is playing football again and loving it! Katie is the proud owner of a new cello! Ellie is going into 4th grade and is looking forward to spending time doing more math. (weird, I know...but that kid LOVES math)

Three fully loaded backpacks are sitting by the door. Three lunches are packed with love and care. Three kiddos are tucked safely in bed with dreams of schoolbooks dancing in their head...

2011-08-15T13:26:00.001-07:00

A beautiful reminder that this life is so much more than it appears to be.

2 week Countdown

2011-08-05T19:22:00.000-07:00

The smell of new clothes permeates the air... along with pens, pencils and crisp sheets of paper. Yup, it's that time again. Summer is winding down much to our dismay and school is getting ready to begin. It is hard to believe that 2 of our kids will be Jr. High students. How the heck did that happen?!

Summer has been a whirlwind of long, hot sunny days... some spent by the pool and others spent in cool movie theaters. We have been blessed to have many friends and much family come spend time with us. It breaks up the monotony of the day to day a bit.

Now it is time to start a routine. Time to get to bed at a decent hour. ( Thank Goodness!) Time to arise before noon. ( poor, poor teenagers...LOL) It is also time to start brushing up on some school skills. For a little bit each morning we will be doing some fun stuff to get back into 'mode'! A little reading, some math and science. Maybe even a little history. And of course we will cram as much recess as possible into these last few days!

In the endless realm of school, it is always my hope that we can find out who we truely are. I have been dreaming of going back and finishing my degree as of late. And maybe even getting braces... does that make me a teenager too?

July

2011-07-15T09:30:00.000-07:00

Isn't it funny how all my posts begin with a new month and I am still surprised? July. A month long celebration of independence! I firmly believe that freedom is never free. There are too many who have paid the ultimate price for our freedom. Take a moment to say a prayer of thanks...for those who have gone to war and never come home. For those who do and are never the same. For those who continue the battle for freedom...wherever they may be.

Recently when I had a layover in an airport it was an honor to see something that I will never forget. There were many young men and women in uniform waiting to board a flight. They were allowed on with the first class passengers. To my awe and surprise an older gentleman walked down several terminals and stood with tears streaming down his cheeks while he stood at attention with his hand in salute to these amazing soldiers. It was beautiful. It was beyond patriotic. I have never been so proud to call myself an American as I was in that moment. The man was obviously a veteran who held those who are serving in the highest esteem. It was a valuable lesson to learn. I carry it close to my heart.

And thank my Grandad and all those in my family who have ever served this country. Whether in war time or in times of peace. Service is Freedom. And Freedom is never, ever free. As I ponder the true cost of war...my heart nearly breaks.

Whatever lucky stars I was born under to be American...I am proud. I will stand with my hand over my heart when I see soldiers. I will thank them when I see them. Whether in an airport, the store or the gas station. I will thank them. I will try to do my part, however small, to raise good, honest, hardworking kids. That they may bless this nation simply by being in it.

May Freedom Ring.
Loud. Long. True!

June?

2011-06-04T12:42:00.000-07:00

How the heck did that happen?! A day at a time, I suppose. Well today is a great day! It's Katie's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE...

She is turning into quite the young lady. It is so wonderful to be part of her life and watch her grow into herself. Such a joy! Some of her favorite things to do are: Read, bake cookies, and sew. Last night we were able to enjoy a wonderful production in the SLC tabernacle. After which she informed me that she would like to play the cello. The cello!!! My most favorite yummy instrument ever!! Have you ever pondered that the cello sounds like chocolate? ( It sounds the way chocolate tastes to me anyway!)
If chocolate had a sound. Deep and rich. It resonates through my entire being. And cellists are always the best to watch! So passionate! *YUM*

Here is to the beginning of a new part of life! To Katie! Happy Birthday Sweetie!

Mothers Day Mayhem

2011-05-02T09:51:00.000-07:00

It's May. Already?! Oh, yes. Next Sunday is Mother's day. Today I am pondering what type of craft we could come up with for Ellie's class. Something sweet, inexpensive and adorable. Any ideas? If you have some craft in your blood, could you share?

We don't have any plans for Mother's day just yet. Surely that will change. Either we will have a house full or we will be headed somewhere awesome. Last Mother's day we visited with Sam's Mom. Here are a few snapshots:

We feel it is important for our kids to know and understand how much she loved them. So we hang out at the cemetery and tell them stories. We also take her cookies and flowers. She is still an important part of our lives. And we miss her more than I could have ever thought possible.

Hope you make some great plans to share with your Mother! No matter where she may be. Whether close or far or even in Heaven...make a way to let her know how much you love her!

Easter

2011-05-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

We got to celebrate Easter twice! We spent Saturday with my family in Timberlakes and shared good food, great conversation and even better silly faces with each other. As always, my Mom makes the best rolls on the planet! She also knows how to make us all feel special too. The kids got to hunt Easter eggs throughout the house, ( it was snowing outside...yes, snowing ), and had a blast finding all the little colored devils filled with sugary death. Yup. Candy. They laughed and played and kept hiding the eggs again and again. It was a super good day! Even with the snow.

On Sunday the kids got up to find their treasures. Their baskets are hidden and there are usually some clues for them to find them. I think they set a record this year. They found them ALL before we even got out of bed. So much for enjoying the look on their faces. Sneaky little kids! It was a wonderful holiday that we shared with our dear friends. Jake and Mandy (and their 3 adorable kids) and Britten came to celebrate with us. They even came with us to church!! After church we came home and ate to our hearts content. Jake brought his guitar and made beautiful music. Mandy shared her sweetness with all, and Britten just hung out and soaked it all in. Our friends are dear to us and we hope they always feel welcome in our home. We sang, we laughed, we played, the kids ran around like only kids can... and it was perfect.

A perfect day to ponder the miracle that was an empty tomb. He was not there. He had Risen. Our Redeemer Lives. Such a gift. Given in pure love. I can't wait to see Him in all His Glory!

Hope your Easter was as blessed and beautiful!

Trying to get it under control

2011-04-20T09:20:00.001-07:00

I promise to post pictures from California soon...

Here are a couple to keep you satisfied.

It was wonderful. Spent with dear friends and family. A much needed break from the doldrums of day to day life. What a beautiful world we live in. Filled with spectacular sunsets and amazing people. Life never ceases to surprise me. And I love it!

An Easter Declaration

2011-04-19T07:40:00.001-07:00

Just a Quickie

2011-04-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

Just a note to say we are home safe and sound. Sunburned and thoroughly exhausted. Give me a couple days and I will have pictures up for your viewing pleasure. Feel free to laugh and snort if needed...

Leave it all behind...sort of.

2011-04-11T12:44:00.000-07:00

We left the Utah snow behind us and drove to the California sunshine to spend the weekend with my dear friend Melissa. Who knew that a book could unite hearts and friends so deeply? Melissa was kind enough to open her home and family to our invasion. Overnight her home grew to double the usual capacity... and strangely enough, our kids are all nearly the exact same age! They have made fast friendships that I hope will last a lifetime. It feels to me that we have all known each other much longer than a few days.

The kids have played and played and played. It is fun to hear them using their imaginations and running around like little heathens. It makes me cringe a bit to realise how loud my kids are. We have no neighbors and a 5 acre farm for them to run wild on. That doesn't translate to the city very well, but, no one has complained...yet. O.o

This morning, Melissa and I went to the local park and participated in a 'bootcamp' in hopes that all the peanut butter bars we have consumed would be burned up in the lung burning exercises we did. It was awesome!

The best part of the day, is how I lost my keys. ( My brain went years ago...) We were going to have a fun filled day on roller coasters in the sunshine. We got cleaned up and got ready to go...um, where are the keys?! *sigh* The kids wanted to hang out anyway. Ellie is whining and Katie has been crying, so how about a book, a sandwich and a hug? That will do.

Maybe tomorrow if I find my keys we can go ride some roller coasters...or, maybe we will just hang on the beach and boogie board!

Your Hands by JJ Heller

2011-03-11T07:40:00.000-08:00

For those around the world who are grieveing, hurt and don't understand.
I testify that the Lord loves you. You are always in His Hands.

The Lucky One

2011-03-10T09:05:00.000-08:00

You know that moment you realise your life is amazing...
The moment you look into the eyes of your lover...
the moment you look into the heart of your kids,
the moment the very thought of life takes your breath away?

It is the moment you realise how epic life is.
Then you live it.

Without fear, doubt, or indecision.
You embrace and love with all the insecurites that are hammering at your mind.
And come to see.
Really see.

That it isn't perfect.
And that's okay.
Here is to living!

Live Out Loud!

Family History~ A little addiction never killed anyone, yet...

2011-01-25T13:14:00.000-08:00

Sam has a new obsession. You know, like me and music. It is family history. For some reason mine is far more interesting to him than his own. For the last several nights he has kept me up to the wee hours of the morning looking through census information from the 1800's, birth/ marriage/ death certificates, had me read out of famliy journals ( of which I have a grand total of one. Yup, Grandad...that would be yours! ) And try to piece together my history. Which is pretty fun...if I say so myself. We found out last night that the Mouton's were one of the 6 founding families of Louisiana. That's right. Now if only I actually owned somthing there...besides memories. And those nasty marshmellow peanuts my Great- Grandmother Annie used to feed me. *shivers* For some reason Sam just loves this stuff! He can't get enough of it. He has me jotting down names of people to contact in my family for more information. Does he realise how strange it will be for me to contact them??? Probably not. Mr. One Track Mind doesn't notice details. Just outcome. Well, here's to me making a fool of myself. Hi. I'm Amy. You probably don't know me...but...

LOL.

Let the adventure begin.

And yes Grandad. That means I am calling you first. ( At least you know me. )

Quiet Sunday

2011-01-16T08:38:00.000-08:00

It is a quiet peaceful Sunday... right now anyway. With the chaos of the holidays behind us and a brand new year in front of us, it makes me ponder today. How can I bless my life and the lives of those around me? A question for the ages... I have come to realize that time is constant. Amidst death and affliction the world continues to go round. No matter how much you hurt, and feel that time should pause...or stop altogether, the sun comes up. The clouds depart and you are left standing on the horizon of a new day.

I would like to say that I have made resolutions for the new year. But, alas...I haven't. Goals are wonderful things when they are attainable. Perhaps if I start really small...it will lead to something great and big and wonderful! Like Cookies! Scratch that... No more cookies. *sigh* My struggle is ever the same. Stupid cookies. In the thick of thin things, it would seem that cookies aren't that big of a deal. We all have cookies. Have you pondered on what your cookies are? Where do your cookies lie? How do we replace the cookies in our life? And with what? These are the questions I ask myself. Are the cookies even necessary?

So as I stand on the horizon of this peaceful Sunday... with goals put aside, and life put ahead...the best I can do today is listen to my heart. And follow it blissfully into the sunset.

taking a weekend off...

2010-11-19T07:54:00.001-08:00

A girl's weekend. I am off to Park City with some of my besties. A little Christmas shopping, a lot of food, but most of all lots of laughter. It fills my soul with hope and renews my heart. Sometimes a girl just needs to be a girl!

Hope your weekend is wonderful!

XOXO

That time of the year again...

2010-11-16T13:56:00.000-08:00

It is that time of the year. Sick time. Ugh. Ellie has been sick for a few days and it looks like I have it too. After sleeping for 2 days straight, I feel much better. My house however looks like a tornado hit it. *sigh* So much for a Mom sick day, right?

Sam is healing and recovering quickly. It is easier the second time around when you know what to expect. The damage on his left side was not a bad as his right hip. There is a chance he may never have surgery on his left again. *crosses fingers* He will have a full hip replacement eventually on his right hip, though.

Now, we sound like a geriatric blog. Really, he is only 38. I don't know what happened...

The kids are all adjusted and loving the charter school. It is fun to listen to them bust through the door and tell me all about their day. They can be rather enthusiastic..wonder where they get that. Wearing uniforms has been a wonderful blessing. Riley started 7th grade this year, and Katie does next year. No arguing about name brands has been fantastic. Not that they even know what that means, yet.

So far so good on the Laundry. Each of them has a day of the week and does two loads, one of which includes their sheets. Clean clothes. Clean sheets. Happy Mom. Although Ellie still struggles to make her bed by herself. Practice. By the time she is a Mom she will have it perfected! ( I hope. )

Now if I can just get well! All will be good and dandy. So, what are you doing for Thanksgiving???

We are headed to Sam's sisters. She is pretty freakin' awesome if I do say so, myself. We are haveing dinner potluck style at the church across the street from her home. The boys will play basketball, the kids will run wild and the gals will probably all chat and crochet. ( I don't crochet, it makes me violent)

On Friday we will head up to my Mom's to repeat the gluttonous affair.

Hope yours is yummy and fantastic!

XOXO

Amy

The Art of Responsibility

2010-11-09T18:51:00.000-08:00

Laundry...

Strikes fear into the hearts of Mothers worldwide...

Until....you make the kids wash their own!

So, we had a family meeting on Monday. We talked about responsibility. It makes us grow as individuals. Teaches us to take care of what we have and be grateful for it. It is time for the kids to be responsible for the clothing, towels, sheets and blankets they string across this home. We purged the closets to about 5 outfits per child. ( They wear uniforms to school ) Each was given a basket and their very own color coded towels. Then each was assigned a laundry day. To be started by stripping their bed and getting sheets into the wash. By the time we leave for school they could have 2 loads done. Which is pretty much all of it when they only have 5 outfits. I must admit, it has been liberating to donate what they don't/ won't/ can't wear. We are so spoiled. The sheer amount of clothes we have donated is a testimony to that. And when I hear that washer running now...it sounds like music.
Sweet, sweet music.

October Fun 2010

2010-11-03T13:16:00.000-07:00

Fall Days and long winter nights...

2010-10-19T15:00:00.000-07:00

Beautiful Fall days have arrived here in the Mountain West. The leaves are a riot of color dotted along the mountain sides and now in my own backyard. Fall is always a very introspective time of year for me. A chance to ponder and re-evaluate my life. It seems that in the thick of it all...I have a tendency to get lost. Swallowed up in life. There is so much it feels like I can't keep up. I look around and see us all running this crazy marathon! Everyone is busy. Too busy. What happened to stopping by and sitting on the porch? Maybe that is just a southern thing... I miss that time in my life, that I could just swing by and visit with a friend or neighbor. Perhaps that time will come again. But for now, my life is kids turning into teenagers. Myself getting older and slower. Sam working and working. And watching another season come and go--from the proverbial front porch of my life. It is passing me by and I can't help but wonder if I am missing it.

Only a moment.

2010-10-10T17:28:00.000-07:00

Only have a moment to say, we are still here. Yup. Alive and kicking at the least. Just wanted to wish everyone a happy Sabbath day. There is much I long to write. Perhaps soon I will be able to sit down and write to my heart's content. Today just isn't that day! We love all of you!

Anchor

2010-09-03T13:33:00.000-07:00

Voice of the Spirit

2010-09-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

Summer Canyon Hike

2010-07-24T09:46:00.000-07:00

Summertime at it's best...

Up the canyon, it is a bit cooler.

The water is cold and clear.

The beauty of this hike is the river.

It must be crossed multiple times to stay on the trail.

Nothing feels better on a hot summer day...

than crossing a cold mountain stream!

Along the way we saw butterflies, wildflowers, and some Moo-bears. (cows)

From Indian red dirt, to rock strewn streams...and giant caverns carved by nature.

We had lunch on a log with our bare feet in the stream...

explored caves and old maps carved into trees...

laughed, ran, teased and threw 'bullets' at each other. ( flower heads...dangerous, I know.)

Got a little sun and a lot of fun...

All for free.

In God's country.

Love it.

Home and settling back into the saddle...

2010-07-16T14:12:00.000-07:00

Well, life is a bowl of cherries...right?

After being gone for a couple of weeks it takes a girl a few days to get back into the swing of things again. Although it is great to be home, my heart still misses 'home'. I love where I am. Where life has brought me. That I was able to spread my wings and fly...however...with that independence and the dreams of a naive young woman...much was left behind. Only now I have the wisdom to see it. There is no way I could ever live in the south again. It is far too depressing. Yet, the moss covered trees and hills blanketed in mists speak to my heart in a way even I don't understand. In my heart it is still home. Where things are a lot slower. People speak a little softer and hold a door open. Sure there are issues and problems. That can be found anywhere. But where I came from... it is almost like time stood still. People say please, thank you and M'am and Sir. And though it may be years since I have been there...someone still knows who I am. A small wave in the store. A childhood friends tears. A face that lights up when you walk through the door. Such simple things. They make life worth living.

Here in the Rocky Mountains...nearly two thousand miles away...may I live worthy to have the heart of a southerner. May I speak a little softer and hold a door for a stranger. Say yes sir and yes m'am...even if people look at me funny. ( that happens a lot anyway! ) May my heart stay soft and pliable. Open and forgiving. Yes, my heart is southern. Through and through.

My soul belongs to the mountains. I could never leave here. My soul sings at the sheer beauty of this place. There is nothing like it.

So, now you know a little about my heart and soul. And you thought it was all guts and glory...
That is for another day!

Crazy Summer Blues

2010-07-13T21:02:00.000-07:00

Well it has been a crazy summer so far.

Good, crazy and blue.

All at once!

June brought baseball games, warm summer rain and kids home from school.

As the ball games wound down and the afternoon thunderstorms began to roll across the sky...

I got a phone call...from my Dad. On a sunny bright Sunday he called to tell me that

Dot, my beloved Grandmother was very sick. After a heartfelt conversation, some prayers on my knees,

I packed a suitcase and bought a one way ticket to Louisiana.

My heart whispered to me a one way ticket would do.

Sam would come get me when all was said and done.

I flew in to a sticky hot welcome. Rented a car and drove to my Grandad's.

I had no plans, other than to help and love.

Dot helped me to better understand how to love.

What love reallly is...

And to never, ever stop loving someone.

No matter what.

So, Love flew into town, and wrapped her arms around her family.

That love was me. That love was freely given. A gift.

As I look back across my life, it was far from perfect.

But love was part of it.

As I have grown and looked back across the expanse of years...

the realization that love started it all has been a surprise to me.

A welcome one...

And in return that love multiplied.

As I held Dot in my arms and cried.

As I stroked her hair and hot tears streamed down my face.

As I thanked her for her gift of love to me.

And gently told her I would see her soon...

and never, ever forget how much

LOVE

means to me.

I suppose Love is what lingers...

when the body becomes a shell

and the soul is set free.

Maybe that is why she waltzed into heaven on July 4th...

to claim Independence...

and embrace love

And this Love...(me)

is left behind

to live

to laugh

and most of all....

to love.

See you soon Dot...

I can't wait!

Fathers Day

2010-06-24T11:12:00.000-07:00

Fathers day in all it's glory. Or not so much... It was a nice laid back day for us. We went to church. Came home and just took it easy. No big parties, (shock). Just us. We made Sam a breakfast of homemade raspberry waffles that we tried to serve him in bed. He got up. It is Sam, he does what he wants! After church we had a simple lunch of sanwiches and watched some movies. I popped a cake in the oven and had pork in the slow cooker.

That is when the chaos started. Ellie threw up out of the blue. She was asleep on the couch, sat up and just threw up. ??? Sam's Dad showed up and was looking for cake. The boys went outside to play some ball while Ellie showered and Katie took pictures of herself in the backyard. Strange, I know. It seems like all kids these days take pics of themselves...whatever... We had Polynesian pork with rice, some salad and cake.

We hung out in the backyard and simply enjoyed the day. (Now you know why Ellie is in PJs)

Summertime, and the livin' is....

2010-06-10T10:44:00.000-07:00

Yup. Summer. Time of sunshine extradoinnare. We have had simply beautiful weather the last couple of weeks. Kids are home, the sun is out, and the days are long... Wonderful, no?

Katie celebrated her 11th birthday on June 4th. It is amazing to me how time flies. It seems she was a sweet baby who wanted to cuddle just yesterday. She has grown into a beautiful young girl. It won't be long and she will be a young woman. Crrraaaaaazy! She has a kind heart, a quick smile and even quicker wit. She is much like Sam and even craves the same foods he does. Although she is much like her Dad, she is much more herself. She stands strong in the face of opposition. She is determined, stubborn and strong willed. She has the biggest heart and will care for anything and anyone she can. It has been a great joy to watch her grow. And grow she has, she is nearly as tall as me. ( Not saying much, but still...) In a year she will be in the YW program at church. I am looking forward to it with anticipation... As I teach her scriptures, and ideals a young woman should have, it makes me want to be better. Try harder and dig a little deeper. What a blessing I get to learn right along side her. Love my Katie!

Sam is still in school and working toward his MBA. We miss him sometimes, but know that it will be worth it. He is learning so much and it is helping him/us already. He keeps up his PT from the hip surgery in April and is nearly healed. He is crazy and I think that helps!!! He loves us, and I couldn't ask for more...he really is my best friend.

Riley is 12 going on 2. LOL! That means he is all boy. He has already spent a week camping in the boulders with the Scouts. They did a really long geo-cache hike that at the end was a 'treasure'...that treasure was a letter from me. A letter from Mom. Wow, that was a sentimental thing for me to do. I took a glance across these past 12 years and realised that he is still my miracle. Love that kid. Want to kill him sometimes, but I really do love him! That letter is on proud display in his room...so he can read it every day. And he put it there himself.

Ellie is 8. She is my baby. She keeps us young, and laughing. When the others are breaching the void of teenage angst... Ellie is still on the teeter edge of innocence. Seeing the world through her eyes makes me remember there is good. And lots of it. She is so helpful and loving. She is the first to crawl up in my lap and give me a hug, because she NEEDS it. She needs me, and I need her. Her smile lights up this house like nothing else. Love that girl!

Me. Well, I trained for a triathlon that never happened. Sam had surgery and I got sick. What do ya do? I am still running, teaching yoga and pilates... And have been taking runs up the canyon behind my house. Armed with the dog, I make about a 6 mile loop through the majesty of God. Sunrise or sunset runs up there are simply heaven to me. On Tuesday, Thursdays and Saturday...Riley comes with me. It is good for him to feel the power of his body. There is a mind body connection on a run like that...it is very empowering. By the end of summer...I hope to be able to reach the top of the mountain...I am half way up already. So here goes nothing. Conquer the mountain, conquer the world!

That is the update. Over and out!!!

Until We Meet Again

2010-05-28T08:48:00.000-07:00

April and May in pictures

2010-05-25T14:07:00.000-07:00

The girls room got a fresh coat of paint...Mango Madness. Proper for them, I think!

Sam and I prior to surfing...(do you think the kids get it from me???)

Haleakala Sunrise...it was very cold and very worth it.

Katie's 5th grade field trip...was awesome. It was roller skating...see above light up ears!

Field trip...I

2010-05-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

It is always a fun day when there is a field trip involved.

Right?

Today the 5th graders are going to Classic Skating.

Most will chicken out and use scooters...(pffft)

others will play video games the entire time.

As for me and Katie...

well we are gonna SHAKE IT ON THE DANCE FLOOR BABY!!!

Stay tuned for pictures.

:0)

This Mothers Day

2010-05-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

We love to watch movies. All the time. It is family time that we can all cuddle up together. Laugh, cry and eat popcorn. Everyone wants to eat popcorn. Right? For Mother's day I asked for a clearplay dvd player. I am sick of my kids hearing and seeing things that a movie doesn't need. If we don't use those words in our home, why in the world would I let my kids watch it in a movie, or even myself for that matter. This player allows us to edit content from movies. Anything that we feel is inapproriate is simply not there. Language, violence, and you *know* what else...gone. What is left is a great family movie. It came UPS today. And I can't wait to curl up with my family and watch a movie worth watching. And not have to skip, pause and stand in front of the tv screen. I think it will be much more enjoyable!

Got Inspiration?

2010-05-05T09:52:00.001-07:00

The Power of Testimony

2010-05-03T09:59:00.001-07:00

2010-05-01T22:18:00.001-07:00

I woke up this morning and realized I was almost forty.
I wasn’t wondering which of my friends was pregnant. I wasn’t flipping through my calendar, charting days, wondering about getting pregnant again, or plotting future investments in pregnancy clothes, cloth diapers, or nursing bras. Baby Gap ads weren’t tugging at me, calling my ovaries out of slumber. And I was handing back my squishy, sweet-smelling baby niece without a hitch.

I realized with quiet, striking joy that I’m past the newborn stage of motherhood and knee deep in the grade school stage. The water’s fine, really. Thank goodness the teenage years aren’t here yet.

Because now it’s our turn to pack the school lunches. The turkey sandwiches, cheese sticks, and chocolate chip cookies, homemade or not. We fold white napkins in half alongside a water bottle. And we tuck our hearts into our children’s backpacks, too, hoping our kids know, somehow, that where ever they go, our hearts follow, too. Whether our kids are making swan sculptures in art class, running loops around the field in P.E., or standing alone on the black top at recess, they are never, truly, alone.

It’s our turn to sit alongside our reluctant grade schoolers doing homework we, too, would be reluctant to do. We sharpen number two pencils, trot through spelling lists, give pep talks (just as often to ourselves), and somehow find a way to do it.

We buy our seven-year-old daughter new black patent leather Mary Janes and turn around a few months later, finding they don’t fit anymore. And the carefully stowed arts and crafts from preschool, once unearthed from our garage last summer, now look like artifacts from the local Children’s Museum. And we’re surprised.

Are we living towards the day our children leave us?

Someday, like leaves falling from the family tree, they will scatter to college in another state, maybe a mission in another country. Life, marriage, and careers may whisk them away to other cities, maybe close by, maybe not.

Then it will be their turn. Their turn to birth and breastfeed and rock and raise children. Their turn for late nights with sick children on the cold tile bathroom floor, and later mornings when PBS cartoons and video games are your best friend because they mean a few more minutes of precious sleep.

But for now it’s our turn. Still. Stretching out in front of us, endless, a stream of todays and tomorrows.

Like we anticipated a ride at a fair, we anticipated these, our children. We waited in line, scratching our bellies with impatience. And now, blinking, we realize, in the heat of this blazing season of parenting, our turn is going to be over before we know it. It’s out of our hands, really. Breathless, we want it to end, exhausted with the giving of it. But, when we dip into our hearts, we find that everything else in us whispers, “No, let it stretch out, let me hold it a little while longer.”

Hunter S. Thompson once stated, “Buy the ticket, take the ride.” I have. I’ve got my ticket, I’m on the ride. It’s called Motherhood. And I wouldn’t miss it for the world.

~Teressa Wellborne

Unconditional Love

2010-04-28T12:41:00.000-07:00

Today I am missing Mom. Sam's Mom. She had ovarian cancer. It won, eventually. Cancer sucks. It has been two years. And it is funny how the world keeps turning. The sun rises, the world turns and the sun sets. A heartbeat. One moment bleeds into the next. But the pain is still there. With all the love she gave me, I ask myself, what am I doing to make a difference...

One way I am trying is to have unconditional love...just like she did. She loved everyone. And I mean everyone! Never passed judgement, never even questioned... She simply loved. Love is the key. When she began to get really sick, and didn't know who we were anymore, she still loved. She was kind and gentle. It had become habit for her to show kindness. In word and deed. It was so much a part of her, when she no longer even knew who she was...the Christlike attributes were still there. Like Unconditional love.

Will I make a difference?
I don't know...
I simply love with no expectations, with no regret. You don't even have to love me back. Just know, that I love you.

Love,
Me :)

Life is.

2010-04-24T20:04:00.000-07:00

Beautiful.
Wonderful.
Unpredictable.
Hard.
Complicated.
Messy.
Ever changing.
Painful.
Never the same.
Always new.
Full of surprises.
Joyful.
Strange.
Poetic.
Incredible.
Sad.
Happy.
Determined.
Colorful.
Frustrating.
Fascinating.
Perfect.

A little bit of paint always helps...

2010-04-22T13:04:00.000-07:00

Well, I finally got around to painting something. Big surprise, huh. My laundry room is now a beautiful contemporary grey. And I love it! It is crisp, and new. Strange words for grey. It makes the room have gorgeous lines and makes the beadboard in there just stand out! ( Now it is time to paint the beadboard ) LOL!!!

Nothing makes me feel better than a brand new room. And for 20 bucks...you just can't beat it!

Attack of the Lawn Chair

2010-04-21T15:38:00.000-07:00

Sunday. The wonderful day of rest. It was a lovely Sunday here... The sun was shining. Birds were singing. Flowers in bloom...

Then along came a lawn chair. A blue beach chair to be exact... the kind that sits on the beach. ( Hence beach chair...) Beach chairs are only about 6 little inches off the ground. Hard to get into and out of...but hey. If you ever need a reason to workout...get one. It is very inspiring!

Anyway... Sam decided he needed some sunshine. He went out with Ellie and his trusty crutches. She was playing and Sam was soaking up some Vitamin D. It was great, until he reached for the pillow. The chair collapsed on him. Remember Sam has that brand new shiny hip pinned inside of him... It hurt so bad he couldn't call out for help. His head was on the ground. His feet were on the ground. His bottom was up in the air approximately 6 inches. Ellie ran over and said..."Dad, your chair fell down...!" Sam tried his best to get Ellie to help him up. Not so easy with that hip stuff going on. So, now he has a hurt back AND a hurt hip. Poor Sam. We just love him... :) And put him to bed. It is almost like having a toddler, in grown man size. Now he just needs adult diapers and we will have it made.

Hope your lawn chair treats you better!

Hip Hip Hooray...

2010-04-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

Sam has a shiny new hip...sort of. On Monday the gracious Dr. at the Uof U Orthopedic Center, cut Sam open. And fixed his hip. Not a brand spankin new one, mind you...but may as well be! We are all crossing our fingers that this one will hold up for at least 7 years...then he will be able to have a hip replacement... on both sides, no less.

We live a really exciting life. Should I get Sam some tennis balls for his walker? After watching UP..it seemed like the perfect gift... Ha, ha!!!

He is doing well considering what has been done. He is up and about with his crutches. Doesn't complain much...and likes to go sit outside in the sunshine. Yesterday he was crusing around on the 4-wheeler with his crutches in the rifle rest. I should have taken a picture. Sam, side saddle in pj's...it was hilarious!

Anyway...that is about it.
Hope you have a beautiful weekend!

2010-04-09T17:01:00.001-07:00

Maui in Pictures

2010-04-08T20:44:00.000-07:00

{Pictures coming soon...}

Promise...

XOXO

Amy

Sand in my Pants

2010-04-05T20:28:00.000-07:00

Sam and I had a wonderful Easter together...

In HAWAII!!!!

As this week comes to an end..

Here is to:

"Whoa, the ocean is really big...really..."

Sand in my pants, surfing, boogie boards, local boys,

plate lunch, chiffon cream cake, gelato,

hippies who eat your ice cream,

broke da mouf cookies,

rainbows, turtles, salt water fishes...

and a beautiful Easter in paradise.

We are blessed in every way...

life isn't perfect,

but it's all in how you see it.

Happy Easter

4 things...This is for you Brittany!

2010-03-29T11:08:00.000-07:00

Tag You're It!!
#4

4 Shows I like to Watch
- General Conference
- Anything with Sam
- Heros
- Action movies...weird, huh.

4 things I'm Passionate about
-Sam
-The Gospel
-Music
-My family

4 Phrases I say alot
-GAH!
-I love you
-Really???
-Do your best

4 things I've Learned from the past
- No moment is as beautiful as this one...enjoy it.
-Life is a journey, not a destination
-Forgiveness is really Love in disguise
-I can love you, even if you don't want me to

4 places I'd like to go
-Hawaii, (TOMORROW!!!)
-Skiing
-Swimming
-Skydiving

4 Things I did yesterday
-went to church
-ate yummy dark chocolate
-visited with Sam's sister and her hubby...
-read my scriptures and studied them out in my mind.

4 things on my wish list
- Live life to the fullest
- breathe in, breathe out
- do a triathlon
- clean out the closets...

4 Friends Im Tagging!
- Whoever wants to play can...
who says I have friends anyway...

Pack, pack, pack...

2010-03-29T08:56:00.000-07:00

Pack is my middle name today.

Clean is my first.

SUHWEEEEET is my last.

We leave in the morning for a week of bliss.

So, pack and clean I must.

Love you all.

Amy

2010-03-26T07:14:00.001-07:00

One Week countdown...

2010-03-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

Next week at this time I will be on an airplane...

With my best friend.

Going to Hawaii.

It is still hard to believe.

Sunrise over Haleakala Crater.

Hiking to the Olne Gulch and the seven sacred pools.

Driving the road to Hana.

Walking on the beach.

Kissing at sunset.

Snorkeling at Molokini.

Surfing...

Playing...

Loving...

I must be the luckiest girl in the world.

Hawaii, Hip surgery and so much more!

2010-03-18T17:18:00.000-07:00

Sounds like a bad informercial...right???

That is our life in a nutshell right now. In 2 weeks Sam will finally set foot in Hawaii. For the first time in 18 years. He was blessed to serve a LDS mission there 91-93. For two years he lived and served among the people. He grew to love them and the land. He was honored to build and rebuild after Hurricane Iniki hit... And then life happened. So much life. More life than I could possibly put here. Marriage, kids, life, death, work, school.

Over the last year I have been tucking away a little here and a little there. Enough for plane tickets to Maui. So, guess who is going to MAUI!!! WE ARE!!! Hooray! ( Although, Sam has to pay for the rest)

Finally, I get to see the beauty of the culture firsthand. I can't wait!!! It will be wonderful. Sunrise at Haleakala. Swimming the seven sacred pools. Snorkeling in Molokini. And surfing lessons...and bumming at the beach. It is a much deserved chance to relax and renew. Heart and soul. And maybe kiss under the moon, stars and heavens above...

On our return Sam is having hip surgery. Major hip surgery. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. And to wrap it all up...My triathlon is April 24th. Wow. April got busy.

Love to you all!

Life is a journey---try not to kick it in the teeth...

2010-03-03T16:36:00.000-08:00

Life is a journey...

What a crazy life it is.

And I love it.

On the verge of teenagers.

Jr. High.

And girly hormones.

Lordy, Lordy.

Save us.

It's Official!

2010-02-25T17:21:00.000-08:00

Well it's official!!!

I will be in a Triathlon in April.

And again this summer sometime!

So, Kathy...I will be around Easter weekend!

Maybe we can meet up for lunch OR you can come cheer me on.

I will be competing in the Sand Hollow Triathlon.

Please encourage me on this journey.

It is a goal that I have always wanted to achieve.

And who says one or two is enough???

I may become a Triathlon junkie!

LOL

To Tri or not to Tri?

2010-02-23T09:21:00.000-08:00

That is the question...

A sprint triathlon to be exact.

There is a town not far from here that hosts

a great sprint tri. Especially great for a fat girl.

LOL

A sprint tri consists of:

1/2 mile swim

13 mile bike

3 mile run

I can do that.

I think...

What do you think?

Should I Tri??

Yikes

2010-02-21T15:22:00.000-08:00

Why can't I say no?

As much as I would love to paint...

it will have to wait awhile.

One of the instructors at BYU had to leave.

I am taking a couple of her classes.

At 6am. Yup. 6am!

That puts me teaching 8 classes a week.

It could be worse.

I think...

(not much is worse than waking up at 5 in the morning...)

Gray, the new black...

2010-02-15T21:17:00.000-08:00

Gray. Seems like a hopelessly depressing color. But, it is so alive. Give it one more chance. I love gray skies. When clouds push across. Or the sun bursts from the oblivion. Mmmm, give me some gray! It makes other colors just explode. Gray and yellow. Gray and orange. Gray and pale blue. YUMMY!

So in honor of gray...beautiful, classic gray. I am painting my bedroom. Gray. The new neutral. To satisfy the craving. I better watch out or my house will turn into a cave! LOL!!!

Bring on the gray. I will post pictures in a couple of weeks...
XOXO
Amy

Embrace Life~ each day is a beautiful gift...

2010-02-08T14:33:00.000-08:00

Blogging Sisters

2010-02-05T07:20:00.000-08:00

This is a shout out

to all my blog sisters.

I *heart* you!

Yes, you.

Give yourself a hug.

And a gigantic pat on the back.

You are...

AWESOME

Life is a whirlwind...or something rather like it!

2010-02-04T17:22:00.000-08:00

I don't know where this week went.

Really...

If it gets any faster...what will I do?

It seems like I hold on to a very thin thread,

often.

And all is good, just hectic.

What happened to the good ole days,

when I hung out in my PJ's with my kids?

I hope summer comes soon.

I need a break!

The month of Lurve...

2010-02-01T14:11:00.000-08:00

Wow.

February already?

Can I start my new year resolutions now?

As of today, I started coaching a boot camp style workout.

And started reading the Lightening Thief series.

Now if I could just tackle the pile of laundry...*sigh*

We have just been plain busy.

Kids with school, piano, ballet and sewing lessons.

Sam with college papers, reports and the daily grind.

Moi, with voice lessons, yoga, bootcamp and pilates.

Not to mention my fabulous taxi service...(LOL)

(and maid service as well...*smirk*)

All in all. We are happy. Good. And so far, healthy.

Hope it is the same for you!!!

XOXOXOXO

My crazy life...

2010-01-19T16:39:00.000-08:00

I am grateful for it...although it is a little hectic.

Today the sun came out. After the grey inversion grossness...

It was wonderful to behold.

Blue sky...sunshine and a beautiful winter day.

We are all doing well.

The kids are all doing great in school!

Both girls had ALL A's on their report cards...

As a treat, Ellie got her ears pierced.

She is one tough cookie.

She didn't even flinch!!!

And she looks so adorable...

Katie wants to go skiing.

*YAY*

Hope all is well for all of you...

{{{HUGS}}}

From the Henstra Clan to yours!!!

XOXOXO

2010-01-18T13:41:00.000-08:00

We have been waiting for snow...

for weeks. Since Christmas!

Today there are some flurries, but nothing

FABULOUS...

We are celebrating the MLK holiday by:

cleaning, being grateful for our home, playing

putting together puzzles, and Ry and I are gonna

paint a wall in his room!

Hope your day 'off ' has been a good one.

And take a moment to thank the Lord above for the land we live in.

Freedom is never free...

I am resolute...

2010-01-04T14:26:00.000-08:00

It is understood that a new year brings resolutions.

So, what to do if one is already resolute?

Sure, there are things I would love to change.

To do differently.

However, my life is so good.

Why would I change it?

I have problems, heart aches and concerns.

Just like you.

I also have the Savior beside me.

To hold my hand, to lead me.

To save me.

What more could I ask for?

I am content. I am in love. I am loved.

A New Year...2010

2010-01-01T17:37:00.001-08:00

May it be blessed.
Wishing all a beautiful New Year!

Love to all of you from us.

2009-12-28T14:46:00.000-08:00

What happens when you give kids 10 dollars?

Here is the demo...

Frightening, isn't it?

Then, true gratitude...

Finally.

*whew*

2009-12-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

It's that time of year...

The Nutcracker

Ellie did a wonderful job!

Such a little ballerina...

XOXO

Have a great Holiday!

A broken camera and a bonfire...

2009-12-12T19:09:00.000-08:00

Did the title get you?

Well, never fear dear reader...

it got me too.

My lens shattered on Ellie's baptism.

With the several hundred dollars spent on it,

one would hope it would last.

So, today...Sam and I purchased a new lens.

And my camera is still messed up.

GAH!

Into the shop it will go and hopefully be ready for Christmas...

On a lighter much more joyful note...we are going sledding tonight.

With a bonfire, hot chocolate and tubes.

Jealous?

(And it's snowing...)

Have some snow...

2009-12-08T08:33:00.000-08:00

We have nearly 2 feet of SNOW!!!!

Finally.

I really tried to be patient.

It was hard.

And it finally paid off.

It is to my knees outside!

WOO-HOO!

Hooray for Ellie!!!

2009-12-05T15:57:00.000-08:00

She DID it!!!

Hooray for Ellie!!!

:0)

Baptism is beautiful...

Christmas wishes...

2009-12-03T11:52:00.000-08:00

Letters to Santa,

steaming cups of hot chocolate

neighbor gifts,

presents tucked neatly under the tree.

Smell the oranges and clove,

Words of hope and inspiration fill our hearts.

Music touches our soul.

It must be Christmas time...

2009-12-01T10:16:00.000-08:00

Well, here we go.
Eight years old.
The time of reckoning...
for small children.
Bwhahahaha!

Just kidding. Ellie is so excited she can't sleep at night.
We found her a beautiful white dress.
And she would love to have a shiny tiara to go with that...

She has been studying her scriptures and singing baptism songs.
It is probably one of the sweetest things I have ever seen.
Her pure love for Christ just shines in her eyes.

Open your wings, little girl, and soar!

Thanksgiving...

2009-11-27T19:01:00.000-08:00

If the only prayer we ever offered in this life
was a prayer of thanks...that would be enough.

We had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
As a matter a fact~ we get to do it again...

We spent Thanksgiving in Cedar City with Sam' s sister.
It was awesome. She is such an inspiration to me in many ways...

Sunday will bring her family to our home and my parents as well.
So, here is to eating waaaay too much. Spending quality time
with people we love...and snuggling on the couch watching movies.
Or football...LOL!

Hope all of you had a fabulous holiday!
XOXOXO
amy

Where to begin...

2009-11-23T18:53:00.000-08:00

It was another one of those life altering weekends.
Seems like more and more of those are happening in my life.
Or, is it that I simply notice?

We celebrated the release of New Moon with a great big event here in SLC.
Yes, I am one of 'those' people.
A Twilight Mom to be exact! And proud of it.
The past 2 years have brought the most amazing Moms into my life.
Some are Moms, some are not...but they are all my sisters.
And I love them.

What a wonderful blessing they are in my life.
Honestly, how did I do this without them???
They are my inspiration, sounding board and friends.
They love me unconditionally...
heart and soul.

All my life, I wanted a sister...
Now I have over 30,000
My life is complete!

Complete Joy.
Joy.

How wonderful to be a small sliver in the Twilight realm.

Eight is great!!!

2009-11-17T07:38:00.000-08:00

We celebrated Ellie's 8th birthday on Saturday.
I know. Eight already!
It was an absolute blast...
And in true Ellie style, she invited several more kids
than we anticipated.

She went to school with 8 invitations...
and at school made a few more!
Try asking her how many is a few.
12 kids showed up and even a helpful parent or two.
Three pizza's devoured, cake on the side and gifts to top it all off.

Happy Birthday Ellie!

This Picture has a story!

2009-11-10T20:38:00.000-08:00

Here are the rules:

*Open your first photo folder.

*Scroll down to the 10th picture. (if you dont have 10 in that one, then go to the next folder that does).

*Post that photo and the story behind that photo on your blog.

*Tag 5 friends to do the same.

I had to cheat a little cause my folder didn't have a 10!
LOL!!!

I Lurve this picture of Sam and I. It was taken by our daughter on a spur of the moment stormy day that produced a spectacular rainbow behind our home. In the color picture, you can see it coming right out of Sam's head! I joked that he was at the end of the rainbow!
He is way better than a pot of gold anyway...
: )

I tag...

Kathy
Melissa
Heather
Britten
Katie B.

More Edited Pics... : )

2009-11-10T19:53:00.000-08:00

Pics by Heather Gardner

2009-11-10T07:33:00.000-08:00

The whole enchilada

The saucy one...
Ellie

The Cheesy one...
Katie

The meaty one!
Riley

All wrapped up with gooey goodness!

A few more...

2009-11-09T08:09:00.001-08:00

At Epcot with Donald!

Sailing the Keys

On the beach...

Summer, in pictures...Yellowstone

2009-11-03T18:21:00.000-08:00

Ah, November...

2009-11-03T09:26:00.000-08:00

November?
Seriously...already!
How the heck did that happen...

November, month of Thanksgiving.
Really!
Ellie was born in November.
We brought her home on Thanksgiving Day.
During the first big snowstorm of the year.
(Imagine how I remember THAT!)

This month is going to be insane.
A movie premiere party extravaganza.
Which means friends from all over..(YAY!!!)
A birthday party...yes, eight is great!
And Thanksgiving.

Should we cram some more into this fabulous month?
Surely we will. It seems like we always do. Why?
Man, I wish I knew.
Let me see if I can scrape up some pictures of Ellie...
She was born before we could afford a digital camera!

So here is to a great month.
Are you ready?
Get. Set. GO!

Time Flies when you are having fun...

2009-10-29T08:07:00.000-07:00

Where does it go?

It has been insanely busy here. Riley is playing football right now. Ah, the joy of freezing your bottom off while screaming at the top of your lungs. On top of that are the regular things that 12 year old boys do. Church stuff, scouts... Sometimes I wonder how to keep my head on straight!

Katie is taking piano and loving it. ( I hope this lasts...after dance, violin, art, and whatever else she comes up with) She also has Achievement Days at church. It is a program that helps young girls learn about the gospel in relation to... being responsible as a young woman, and just plain fun stuff. Like cooking and scrapbooking.

Ellie is dancing this year. Which is quite nice. Perhaps she can jump, spin and twirl some of the energy right out of her! ( Probably not...) But it is cute to watch her practice at home! She loves to practice piano with Katie, and the impromptu concerts are second to none. If you LOVE, and I mean LOVE hot cross buns, old mcdonald had a farm and Mary had a little lamb...then this is the place to be!

Sam is still Mr. Workaholic. With work and school...I find it a relief to see him in bed each night. Now if he could just conquer insomnia. Stupid Insomnia. He did snore last night, which I thought was really cute.

And me. Well. I'm still here. Teaching Yoga, certifying for Pilates, and as always juggling which shoes to fill next! It is always an interesting day here. And I am glad. I miss being home every day, but I love being with the kids and running around...because they are trapped in the car with me. Mwhahahaha! And they have to talk to me. As we travel, I learn alot about my kids. And realize how very much I love them. They really are my greatest joy. ( even when they fight)

So, have a happy day everyone.
XOXO
~amy

I heart being a woman

2009-10-20T12:46:00.001-07:00

It takes all my courage.
It takes all my faith.
It takes all my hope.

And yet, here I am.
Strong. Determined. Feminine.
I am a Mother.
I am a wife.
I am a sister.
I am a daughter.

Most of all, I am divine.
Born of divine parentage.
My spirit soars free.
A gift.
To bless the nations.

I *heart* being a woman!

A glimpse of Heaven

2009-10-15T18:41:00.000-07:00

The phone rang at 2:30 this morning...

With life moving in so many different directions, when the phone rings in the wee hours we have come to expect sad news.

Not today!

My dear friend Meg was in labor. And she wanted me to assist in the coaching and birth of her baby. As a Doula, it is a great joy to experience and witness many different women bring life into this world!

Today was no exception!

Meg and her husband made a wonderful team. Working together, breathing together, holding hands and making the best out of an uncomfortable situation. It kept coming to my mind that this is the reason women grace the earth. To be mothers. It was such a comfort to me, to take my mind through the generations of time...and see mothers of every age. This is what we do. We are mothers, even those who bare no child. It is a mother heart that beats in our chests. It is the tie that binds. It is the knowing smile that is given from woman to woman. Only a woman truly knows the sacrifice involved to nurture and birth a child. To bring souls into this world. To bring life into this generation.

What a gift! Women are God's supreme creation. We bless the earth with joy, love and laughter. With bare feet and sunshine. Hands that lift and hearts that sing. We bear each others burdens. And follow the greatest example ever known to walk the face of the earth. Jesus Christ. Hand in hand with the Savior of the World, women become the lifeline. The link between heaven and earth!

Congratulations Meg!
On a healthy, beautiful baby boy!!!
May the Lord bless you both all the days of your life.
XOXO
Amy

Autumn...my favorite!

2009-10-09T07:52:00.000-07:00

I came across a quote on a good friends blog...and I just HAD to share it!

Delicious autumn! My very soul is wedded to it, and if I were a bird I would fly about the earth seeking the successive autumns. -George Eliot

Isn't that yummy??? I love fall. The colors. The smells. The crisp air. I was born in the fall, married in the fall...perhaps it will always be a time of rebirth for me. I realize most people equate that with Spring. But I am not most people... Fall is a time of personal reflection for me. A time to start anew. There is just something magical about watching the earth shed its skin and go to sleep that makes me want to change. To be better. To live life more fully.

And before you know it the trees huddle together naked. The snow swirls to the ground covering the world in a blanket of silent white. Every shade of gray seems bleak compared to the riot of color given in autumn. Then we tiptoe outside to catch the flakes on our tongues. Every season is a gift. Each unique in beauty!

But Fall is still my favorite...

Life Lessons...

2009-10-06T10:52:00.000-07:00

Here are the 45 Lessons Life Taught Me from Regina Brett:

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and
parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.

8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God
never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.

19. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is
up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no
for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.
Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ”In five years,
will this matter?”.

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did
or didn’t do.

35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative – dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d
grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.

Happy Birthday SAM!

2009-10-02T14:37:00.000-07:00

Today is a special day. For a special Guy! Yup. It is Sam's birthday!!! *WOOT*

To celebrate we are having a tail gate party at the BYU Stadium before the game tonight. All of his siblings are coming with their families. We will grill, laugh and just hang out. Then into the game to watch them make utter complete fools of themselves. It really is quite amusing from my stand point!

Tomorrow we will have Chili and homemade cupcakes...

Happy Birthday Sam!
I am so glad you are mine!!!
XOXO
Amy

I, I am alive!

2009-09-30T13:46:00.000-07:00

Really.

Sorry! It has been really hectic here. Riley celebrated his 12th birthday. W.O.W. Time flies. So fast. He had a football party of sorts, *SHOCK*, I know. Several of his friends came to the park and tossed around the ball. Sam, of course couldn't stand to be on the sidelines...so he ended up in the middle of it!

That Sunday he was set apart and received the Aaronic Priesthood. The sensations that were felt were a little unexpected. It is a special gift to be worthy to have the priesthood. And to have 2 worthy boys in the house, well, it got me all teary eyed. My heart burned. And the spirit whispered to me that this gospel is true. Riley's smile was so big...I kept waiting for his head to crack in two! So, now he passes the sacrament. My, how time flies! Before I know it he will be in High School. How can I slow time down? Just a little...

It wasn't very long ago that I held a little baby boy in my arms. Wrapped in love. So, I suppose not much has changed. The baby has just gotten bigger. One of our favorite things to do is read, I love you Forever...what a wonderful book about Moms and little boys and love. Love is forever.

Family is too.

Happy Birthday Riley.
I love you!

2009-09-23T11:05:00.000-07:00

Hope

2009-09-23T11:01:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful world

2009-09-11T08:12:00.000-07:00

In a world full of chaos and confusion...

I often wonder what my purpose is and how to make a difference. Peering into the eyes of my kids...I see, hope. Hope for a brighter day. Today! The greatest gift we have is this very moment! Embrace it, hold it, savor it...for tomorrow it is gone.

And in MY eyes... a beautiful world. Not perfect, but beautiful!

Healthy Living Challenge

2009-09-09T20:44:00.000-07:00

Yup.

It's that time again. The Healthy Living Challenge! I must be the luckiest gal in the world to be able to do this with people I love. And I don't just love them, I pretty much adore them!

I am back to the South Beach way of eating. The first 2 weeks are the toughest...and at only 2 days in, the cravings are...interesting! Lots of salad, lots of veggies and lots of fish. But, boy howdy I want a doughnut!!! With a birthday party coming up and family celebration on Sunday, this week will get mighty interesting!!!

Go me!
The power of one can make all the difference.

Labor Day Love

2009-09-08T09:00:00.000-07:00

The long weekend has come to a close. It passed us by in all it's glory! Long, hot and filled with laughter.

Our home was full of BBQ, family and friends...

Now we are anticipating a birthday, primary graduation, and growing up. Riley turns 12 on Thursday. Soon he will be a deacon in our church. Able to pass the sacrament. I can't believe it!!! Wasn't he just a baby? A toddler climbing? A preschooler learning? He is balancing on the brink of Tween. Tween. Do you remember how awkward it was...

Celebrate with me and give me some ideas on how to make a Tween more comfortable. It is a passage we all must take. And Riley doesn't seemed fazed by it, yet.

Back to Normal?

2009-09-05T19:04:00.000-07:00

Routine is sneaking it's way back... Weaving noisy mornings, quiet days and content nights into our lives again.

The classes at BYU started up this week. How I have missed my class. I really do love those kids! Today was my first class, and it was wonderful. Moving, breathing..bending and searching my soul. There is nothing like it.

A dear friend has mentioned that she may be interested in mentoring me for massage therapy. A job offer from the MTC has arrived, and being a doula keeps me busy...maybe I should be a midwife?

Just when I was wondering what to do with all the time on my hands!

Ha, ha.

samnamychaos

And there was snow...

Ode to Tonsils

Catching On...

Beautiful Christmas and starvation...

On and On and On...

Apples, Pumpkins and Kids OH MY!

I know! I know...

Looking to our Flag

Really? *Warning, RANT ahead...*

The first two weeks and camping...

A new school year

2 week Countdown

July

June?

Mothers Day Mayhem

Easter

Trying to get it under control

An Easter Declaration

Just a Quickie

Leave it all behind...sort of.

Your Hands by JJ Heller

The Lucky One

Family History~ A little addiction never killed anyone, yet...

Quiet Sunday

taking a weekend off...

That time of the year again...

The Art of Responsibility

October Fun 2010

Fall Days and long winter nights...

Only a moment.

Anchor

Voice of the Spirit

Summer Canyon Hike

Home and settling back into the saddle...

Crazy Summer Blues

Fathers Day

Summertime, and the livin' is....

Until We Meet Again

April and May in pictures

Field trip...I

This Mothers Day

Got Inspiration?

The Power of Testimony

Unconditional Love

Life is.

A little bit of paint always helps...

Attack of the Lawn Chair

Hip Hip Hooray...

Maui in Pictures

Sand in my Pants

4 things...This is for you Brittany!

Pack, pack, pack...

One Week countdown...

Hawaii, Hip surgery and so much more!

Life is a journey---try not to kick it in the teeth...

It's Official!

To Tri or not to Tri?

*Yikes*

Gray, the new black...

Embrace Life~ each day is a beautiful gift...

Blogging Sisters

Life is a whirlwind...or something rather like it!

The month of Lurve...

My crazy life...

I am resolute...

A New Year...2010

A broken camera and a bonfire...

Have some snow...

Hooray for Ellie!!!

Christmas wishes...

Thanksgiving...

Where to begin...

Eight is great!!!

This Picture has a story!

More Edited Pics... : )

Pics by Heather Gardner

A few more...

Summer, in pictures...Yellowstone

Ah, November...

Really? Warning, RANT ahead...

Yikes

I heart being a woman